I just died again for the nth tiem, seeing such beauty kills me over and over again X_________X
not only he's [im not sure though if he's a real he, sometimes i'm having doubts coz of his beauty] a good cosplayer his beauty never fails to stun me whenever I see his picture T____________T it makes me wanna shed tears of 'kilig' zomg! and to think that I havent visited his gallery for more than a year [i think] i still feel the same feeling all over again...
no this is NOT the fangurl Faye that is talking its more like the artist in me appreciating such beauty this person posseses... I know it's just my taste but really there something about ShanHuang that really appeals to me unlike other asian cospalyers who are in the same level of cosplay liek him [reading these previous lines again feels weird thinking that im the one saying such things]
ugh it's hard to explain I cant find the right words to describe what I feel except that his beauty intoxicates me *O*
i just know it when im not fangurling, i dont even wish to talk or meet this person, i am actually content to see and adore pretty pics of him XD
and btw I fangurl whenever I see Stay's crossdress pics and its an entirely different feeling from seeing ShanHuang's haha
you can find shanhuang's gallery here: http://shanhuang.deviantart.com
pagkagising na pagkagising ko I got pissed off >_> too long to explain why but due to pmsing and my bad temper I feel totally pissed -sigh-
a good bath always helps me after eating I decided to take a bath to cool off, cold water always helps me to cool off my head and refresh, and yay! I feel quite better kaysa kanina...
I've always had a short temper pero hindi naman ako highblood, ganon lang talaga ako. I know it's not good at all but i can't help it T__T, whats more when its that time of the month and I get annoyed so much to the point I started hating everyone around me, yes and I want them out of my sight if only possible.
pmsing + my bad temper = annoyed in smallest things/mistakes.
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Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.
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waaaaaaaaaah! papasok nanaman ako! sjfhw94vt82nlkgss8gjw argh! I've been living like a zombie everyday since the start of 2008, school's not exciting for me anymore! boo! blah! I aimlessly go to school just to get over the day and it really sucks! >____> all work and no play makes Faye a doll boy, pfffffffff!~ I want vacation the Christmas break didn't do any good to me since I still ended up worrying about school during the break....
Sana vacation na! T______________T
fuck fuck fuck! it's sad that everytime I write something on my vox most of it are just rantings, >_____> nothing exciting or nice happens gah! I need my ps2 and internet so badly in Makati I'm turning into a marionette again which does nothing but study, eat and sleep @____@
It seems I'm gaining a pound everyday >_>
too bad my life isn't like those stories in a shoujo manga, or yaoi or even shounen ai...
I just finished reading ParaKiss manga yesterday afternoon but wasn't able to get hold of the pc so I can write on my vox. Gawsh T___________T even the manga makes me wanna cry because of the ending, too bad Yukari and George's relationship didn't work out. The manga was sooooo beautiful and way better than watching the anime [as always] it made me understand lots of things 'bout the story. And the funny thing is while reading the manga and after reading it, it made me realize a few things. That's actually a good, maybe it made me mature a lil more. There are scenes and lines which made me ponder about this and that. I couldn't feel any happier after reading ParaKiss, it's just the manga I wanted T___________T the ending wasn't perfect, but it was happy just what I'm looking for. Everyone was happy!~ YAY! ParaKiss gives me stomach butterflies, makes me feel all cheery and inlove, just like eating your favorite dessert XD I'm all in shoujo mode hahahahaha! Yes I'm sorry for being slow when it comes to updates on mangas because before I happen to endulge myself in yaoi ONLY, lulz. I want moar mangas like ParaKiss >__________< yes until now I feel all teary and happy inside - butterflies are still flying around in my stomach, although I can't go jumping and giggling to myself coz people here might figure out I'm insane hahaha!
I has flu, but I really really wanna go to UP AME, they said I can't if I don't get better >.>
plus I haven't bought my camouflage shirt for saturday coz I had to use my money to buy more art materials that the professor asked us to, I was saving that money for the event this saturday but now I dunno and what's worst I'm very sick right now... I hate rainy days >_>
Woohoo! another blog entry!
It's been along time since I got really hooked to a manga like this! Maybe shoujo does do some good for me eh? hahahahaha too much yaoi keeps my insanity alive. Shoujo always makes me remember I am a girl after all, well uh biologically. I've been reading Shadow of the Dark Water ever since sem break started. When I discovered I can download it at vnmanga.com last summer I decided to read it however I was also currently rereading Angel Sanctuary that time so I had to put it off. And now I'm soooo HOOKED! [had to continue reading KHR after finishing this one and rereading Tokyo Babylon] XDDDDDD
It's the same feeling of having your soul captured and be drawn into the manga [yes, just like everytime I play rpg games XD] I could absolutely feel the heat and rage of the battle as I read every page wahahahaha! I love how they manage battles during the ancient times :3 specially how King Mursili II and Ishtar command their troops and what's more the love story is a PLUS! And because this manga uses real people from history as their characters I might end up reading about the Anatolia History just like I did before when I was hooked to ragnarok manwha - I started reading about Scandinavian mythology XD yes I'll be digging up the history in Encarta encyclopedia and wiki lulz!
I hail Ishtar - YURI on how she matured through the story it was great XD I never liked politics but once it did cross my mind to serve an Emperor or a King in ancient times, no not as a concubine ofcourse >.> I want to be of use just like Yuri...
Me soo happy *goes back reading manga*
Well it's not impossible that maybe in my past life I really did used to serve an Emperor as a government official, lulz XD
ciao!
P.S. fucking vox has errors, doesn't allow me to reply to comments >.>
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it breaks my heart when people whom you care for the most can't seem to understand you or respect what you like...
all I ask is for a little moral support, but I receive nothing...
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